Doctors

I finally went to the doctor today to make an appointment. She's a very busy woman, so I figured it would be easier to go in there than try to call.

My appointment isn't until October 7th. The receptionist said that she doesn't have a cancellation list, but if I call and bug them enough, they might be able to squeeze me in before then. (She really shouldn't have said that...she's WAY underestimating my desperation at this point.) This doctor is the only female doctor in that practice, so she's very high in demand.

I'm trying not to dwell too much on everything. When I'm by myself, I think about it and I cry. So, I really need to get a hobby or something. It's really sad that almost all my thoughts and actions revolve around this whole situation.