I have this blog to document my infertility adventures from the past four years.
I laugh, I cry, I vent.
In the end, this is cheap therapy.


Friday, March 19, 2010

Just a little conflicted...

Dr. E said we could try again as soon as I have a period. Since I haven't had one yet, I've had time to think about it. At my 6 week post-op checkup, she's giving me a prescription of Clomid to use when I want to use it.

Casey wants to try again right away. First cycle after. I hear a lot of people do that, and get pregnant right away. However...I'm just not sure. I feel like I can't get excited if I get pregnant again. It's almost like I would be waiting and worrying about when I would miscarry again, instead of enjoying being pregnant.

Of course, the other side that my argument is that I've also heard that there are many women who don't stop grieving until they get pregnant again. I've only had one miscarriage...who's to say it wasn't a fluke?

Darn my ability to be objective.

1 comment:

Kira =] said...

Tough decision. I do remember that Elizabeth wasn't able to stop grieving until after Grace was born. Almost like you can't believe it until you can hold the baby. Stormy was the same way.